Bitter Sweet Symphony

 

Than… Co nhung ngay cuc ki met moi nhu ngay hom nay…

Hom qua, Me benh, sang dua vao emergency. Benh vien gan nha, co y ta, bac si noi tieng Viet, co phien dich nguoi VN, nen minh cung nhan, chang can lam gi…. Bac si, y ta chay ao ao lam du thu tests trong vong 10 phut dau tien khi moi dua Me vao, minh chi lang xang dung nhin.. Den 3h chieu, bac si noi moi thu da on, cho Me ve.  Vay ma, ve nha sau 1 ngay chay lang quang ngoai duong, cung thay met. Nhung thay minh may man qua, o Cali/ Los, chinh sach bao hiem y te cua Nha nuoc danh cho nguoi gia o day that tot, Ba Me co bao hiem cua Nha nuoc, tu di kham benh, nam benh vien, emergency, …  minh chang ton mot dong nao, chu khong thi tra tien benh vien chac chet… co bac si, y ta, phien dich nguoi VN… day du nen khong co minh noi tieng Anh, BM minh cung chang phai lo gi.. Thay dong tien tax minh dong cho Nha nuoc that xung dang.

Sang nay di lam, troi mua, ket xe khung khiep,… mat gan 2 tieng dong ho moi den duoc cho lam, mac du nha minh cach cho lam o downtown Los dau co bao xa.. Nhung cung mung vi Cali it mua, 1 nam mua chi co vai lan, han han, thieu nuoc… nen mua xuong, khong khi mat me, du co hoi buc minh ti vi mua xuong la ket xe, accident tren freeway, etc..

Hom qua chang duoc nghi ngoi. Hom nay ca ngay ngap mat voi meetings voi staff, voi sep. Cuoi ngay lai phai chay den 1 cho khac de gap sep for evaluation meeting. Hoi ti cang thang nhung that vui vi sep khen ” Perfect performance, nothing to complain”. Chac sep la male nen co chut uu ai voi minh, chu minh cung day thu weakness can improve. Cung phai cam on nhung ngay thang di lam o VN duoc “trui ren khac nghiet” du thu nen moi co duoc ngay hom nay o day…. Nhung… co mot chu nhung…  sep nhac, la hoc, va hoc nua!

Hic, nghe nhac den hoc la cam thay feel bad…. Doi khi thay minh that te, nguoi ta chong con ban ron dau tat mat toi ma con hoc Master nay no… con minh hoc mai may cai bang vo van ma van chua xong… Cang lon thay hoc cang kho… cu lo ban di lam thi bo quen chuyen hoc😦 Phai nghiem tuc nhin lai chinh minh… Better late than never and anyway, tomorrow is a new day!

Tu nhien khong duoc vui…  muon nghe lai bai hat nay:

Bitter Sweet Symphony – The Verve

http://www.nhaccuatui.com/bai-hat/bitter-sweet-symphony-the-verve.krBIFu3KBRrX.html

‘Cause it’s a bittersweet symphony, this life ( Cuoc doi nay co du dieu ngot ngao va cay dang)

Well I’ve never prayed, but tonight I’m on my knees, yeah
I need to hear some sounds that recognize the pain in me, yeah
I let the melody shine, let it cleanse my mind, I feel free now
But the airways are clean and there’s nobody singing to me now

No change, I can change, I can change, I can change
But I’m here in my mold, I am here in my mold
And I’m a million different people from one day to the next